It wouldn't create an unseen mess that only I can feel..
It wouldn't make me feel so desperate when there isn't even a thing I lack..
& it wouldn't make me take off my dignity's veil & run with my nude guts..
If it were temporary & meaningless,
It wouldn't electrify me when no voltage could ever hit me forcibly..
It wouldn't make me feel sick to my stomach every time I remember the things I wished for but never had..
It wouldn't make me regret every unspoken word I kept within me not to expose my sentiment..
But, it's not momentary.
